A reflection...!

How well I remember, in a moist day of a monsoon I had befriended you. There was a lump growing in my throat, I felt an emergency urge to vomit that out, to get rid of it, my mind was all buzzing with unwelcoming and destructive thoughts, I felt feverish, and fidgety and was sinking in dark, gloomy world. I was sinking in an endless oblivion, stuck in the middle of nowhere. Suddenly, a beam of ray elated my soul, finally I found you, grabbed you. May be I was overjoyed with the first encounter with you; a feeling of awe grasped me totally. The very fresh memory shared with you was the most cherished memory I treasure. You had given recess to a soul who was incapable of facing the world; you have intruded in my life where no one else is allowed to enter. Unconsciously, you have become an intrinsic part of my soul, or should I say, you are my soul, a mere reflection of my soul, where ‘Me’ is visible, an eye, only an insightful eye would be capable of raveling it or maybe I do not greet anyone to enter. When you are with me, I find the essence of life, you transmit strength, which I seek for, you convey the truth of life and I find myself under my control. Be there when I wake up suddenly all sweating after a nightmare, be there when I find myself stuck within the Sargasso sea, be there when the water level rises to the brim and try to choke me to death, be there when I walk in the rain, be there when I free myself to the sky, be there when I will touch the zenith. Hold my hand when I will walk down the stairs of rainbow, take me to your heart when I will search for it. I would be submerged to your soul and will not look back and depart for the ultimate journey of life.